My First Youtube Video

Hi guys my name is Ity Sharma, I am from Gurgaon NCR. This channel is dedicated to Fun videos of my day to day life with my furry baby- Buddy who came in my life just when I was about to give up, my antics, my small time acting bug, my buddy boys’ antics and other fun moments I encounter.

Conclusively this is going to be a joy-ride for all the viewers. Dont Forget to hit- Like, Comment Share and Subscribe to my Youtube Channel 🙂 Jai Sai Ram

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My First Youtube Video

Hi guys my name is Ity Sharma, I am from Gurgaon NCR. This channel is dedicated to- Fun videos of my day to day life with my furry baby- Buddy who came in my life just when I was about to give up , my antics, my small time acting bug, my buddy boys’ antics and other fun moments I encounter. Conclusively this is going to be a joy-ride for all the viewers. Dont Forget to hit- Like, Comment Share and Subscribe to my Youtube Channel 🙂

Jai Sai Ram

Please share as much as possible guys means a lot :))))

HUMILIATION

I asked you if you LOVE me too

You didn’t pay any heed

After all it was’nt you but

It was me in your need

 

Back and forth it kept on going

On your terms

which were’nt defined

as you didn’t want to commit

 

I kept on taking to everything

To everything you gave

Halves or fulls

Didnt matter as it was your way

 

For me it was just to see you

Hear you listen to you or feel you

The way I had sown my dreams

It was only my imagination

 

For you the reason was only one

To be with me

There was her and there was he

You didn’t want any more trouble

 

It took you 2 years to realize,

Enough for anyone to move on

I waited patiently for your yes

You thought it would be a smooth one

What’s just a Two years

I could’ve waited longer

But I was glad that you were arriving

Slowly but for longer

 

You kept the reality hidden

For a while till you felt

Joining sites like TINDER

And having me and the other girl too on the side

 

Going back and forth

Became your choice

Coming and going

Maybe you felt nice

 

On my birthday I woke up

With a message

I am going back to her

I have to pay for my sins

 

I was smiling As I cried

I wept when I completely Realized

You will never be ready fr me

You will never wait for me

 

My dream of being with you

Was a little far fetched

One day when I message a guy

Hell breaks loose

 

Maybe that’s what you were

Looking for a reason

To break me more

Whatever was left was gone!

 

Now that you have

Publicly starting shaming me

Thank you for this last time

I am humiliated

 

Hope it satisfies your ego

To paint me black

In front of your world

To make me look naked in front of your world

 

Deep down you know those guys don’t hold no place

But guess you just wanted a reason

To shove dirt on my face

Hope it makes you feel better

 

Guess shouldn’t have told you i love you

shouldn’t have lied to be with you

shouldn’t have cheated my parents to see you

shouldn’t have lied at home and spent days with you

 

I was lying for you and

you projecting i lied to you 🙂

make me smile and cry

the same time

 

I would’ve not started this

If I intend to lie hide or cheat

I would’ve not ruined my life and everything

But I should’ve known youll pull me down

Day its over

Guess today’s the day!

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Thank You for publicly Flogging me!

 

Priceless

The thought that comes to my mind when I count my blessings

Each day you have given me a new song to sing

But I know I was a part of your deepest heart the day I came into your being

You gave me life you gave me everything

 

Mother, You may have turned your eyes away first time you saw me

Even as I kept looking at your eyes

I know mamma you were scared

You wanted the best for us through this life

 

But mama you can’t deny you were already in love with me

The day I kept jumping even as you kept ignoring

You couldn’t keep more distance

You took me in your arms

 

Mamma you too remember that feeling

We both felt at once

We’ve been inseparable ever since mamma

And I know it will forever remain the same

 

I want you to know, I stole your makeup and scent

I also want to say, I sneaked into your kitchen

Did a few other mischiefs too

But honestly I do not repent

 

We’ve had our share of laughs

We’ve shared our moments of cries

We’ve had our differences too mamma

I am amazed how you were always so right

I bet its dearest to me

They are the best moments of my life

 

I want to make you happy in each n every way

Thank you mamma for giving me so much in life

It’s not late I hope I want to confess

Mamma what you’ve been to me is nothing but Priceless!

 

 

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via Daily Prompt: Priceless

Carousel

I strolled through the park, I felt at ease

I looked up at the sky I could feel the cool breeze

The elderly were slow, kids ran fast

Everyone in their own motion, as I walked past

 

The colour Green made it lively, air felt fresh

Nature was bestowing upon humans best of its best

As I sat on the bench I felt a sense of relief

I nudged my old soul to form new thoughts and belief

 

Soul was in denial and kept saying definite no

I kept pushing it to give it a go

I saw the carousel there where the kids seemed so excited

They kept falling off it, but the spirits were near sighted

 

Young souls didn’t see too far

They didn’t know it could  backfire

My old soul pleaded me to try the same too

As the wounds felt like flesh stung repeatedly by barbed wire

 

I didn’t know a carousel could cause a stir

It made a little clear to me what was all a blur.

To love isn’t to hold it so tight

Love is in letting them go, let them breathe and feel the light

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via Daily Prompt: Carousel

Radiate

via Daily Prompt: Radiate

His smiles radiate at her as soon as he sees her walking towards him

His smile enough to make any human being calm

His cheeks gleaming, eyes bright and beaming full of love

His forehead glowing and chin is shining bright, nose like the roman’s

 

She wondered how he would have fondness for someone like herself

She only smiled back at him maybe she was thinking out loud

Oh but wait what is going on in his head

Its’ actually the same thing that she was reasoning within herself

 

He showed her the world one she’d never dreamt of

Her world never seemed so perfect, she couldn’t reason how

As quickly as the time flew by when she was in his embrace

He gave her something which was only written in tales

 

She told him, when I am with you, I feel I am flying high

He said, no you aren’t too deep into this yet,  maybe you don’t know why

The doubts kept surmounting both the hearts until one of them couldn’t take it more

She wondered why they said there’s a thin line between love and hate, she still was unsure

 

He never left her wondering for long

Showed equal loads of repulsion that was beyond just strong

Assumptions killed two beautiful souls

Never to be mended never to be sewn

 

At last only thing she had captured within

The only moments she could take with her

His smiles that keep radiating through it all

Only the smiles that kept that kept radiating through it all

 

Adrift.

Sometimes you would feel that you’re not moving

Don’t worry, hang in there you’re still changing every second

Sometimes the time feels its not shifting

Trust me you are still different and more than special

 

At times you’d feel you’re standing still

Trust its meant to be for now and keep standing through it all

You may think yourself similar to what you were yesterday

You do know you are changing you eternally revamp from within

 

For if you ever feel you’re adrift,

Think of yourself taking a pause just to improve self

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via Daily Prompt: Adrift

Opaque

via Daily Prompt: Opaque

I was feeling obscure, although the mind was looking for a cure.

Reasons known unknown to my heart,

All the promises were broken right from the start.

I craved for a sense of belongingness,

Wish I knew hearts are capable of creating a mess.

As dark as hell as hot as sun,

No other place no land I crawl I walk I run.

Heart feels heavy head is full of clouds,

Where is all the hope love and how am I going to rise above my doubts.

The world seems opaque right now, I want to rise up see the rays

Want to see a sky lit up with love peace and harmony, Without any signs of greys.

Climbing

Have you ever climbed on top of a hill or maybe just rock? I have and guess what it made me feel like. It made me feel heavier than I thought I was and it showed me where I stood in front of nature. I was feeling so weak when I started.  At first it was bouts of heavy breathing and self doubt and worry about falling from the rocks, but heck I just had to do it. My hands were hurting my legs were literally shaking and my throat never felt so dry.

What looked like an easy climb was much tougher when I finally got started. But I didn’t want to let go. Who was I doing this for? Myself. Yes. Just for myself.

It was an experience an exhilarating one of course but worth it. And when I reached the finish line post the climbing, the mini me was waiting there to share this little victory and we were smiling at each other to push ourselves enough for the day. It was a beautiful day indeed.

via Daily Prompt: Climbing

Take a walk!

These are the days when I feel like a potato. Too lazy to wake up too lazy to stand up and too lazy to start the day. Summers have got to me somehow earlier than I was expecting. However a simple thought or idea can change my mood. Last evening it was a quick stroll to the park. These days its all the more better to go to the park since the kids have started playing different sports at evenings. Badminton, throw ball, cricket, handball etc.

It gives a different kind of high to watch all of the vibrancy and frolic around me. I usually stay indoors through the day but evenings I make a point to drag myself out and take a short or a long walk. Just walk somehow, it helps. I see the elderly people taking walks stopping in between for a break or a chit chat with the fellow walker. I used to feel amused because I am not much of a talker but somehow I started enjoying looking at them too.

Then there is this group of girls who walk walk walk and talk talk talk. They never cease to amaze me. Firstly because all of them dress up so nicely and tidely and secondly because they are an inspiration to me. They smile they laugh wholeheartedly and even have serious discussions in between.

Then there are the loners who won’t talk but keep staring. I smile at them too even when they wont smile back. Going there fills me up with a positive vibe somehow.

I didn’t have anything to share about trends this time so see you guys next week. Till then. Keep walking 🙂

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